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Help​!​.​.​. Help​!​.​.​. Help! EP

by Heavenly Androgyne

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1.
Downer 03:33
I can't help being a downer, I can't help being uncool, I can't help being helpless when I walk into school. If I sound like a cynic When I say altruism's dead, I can't help all the crazy thoughts that pop into my head. There is a hole, Running through my head, which makes me cold; It wasn't made by lead, but I'm not old. Not ready to be dead. There is a hole Running through my head. I have been waiting For far too long. I haven't written A decent song. When I record them It just sounds wrong. It makes me feel like A half-rate con. And I'm still searching For harmony A sense of balance, A jubilee. A celebration Of melody. A shining beacon For all to see. I see the sky- Radiant and blue. I can't resist Comparing it to you. I can't resist Leaving this all behind. Because to me Out of sight is out of mind. It's not alright to lie and say your problems are all mental… You might as well explode and chalk it up to "incidental." Ideally I'd have my troubles taken by their horns, But they continue charging on, forgotten and forlorn. I'll be you if you'll be me
2.
She's in love with hardware She's in love with nuts and bolts and gears She's in love with hardware She's forgotten blood and flesh and tears And to her, nothing's hotter than an LCD TV She's in love with hardware, Not in love with me. Like a frosted window, Or a dusty antique clock, For all the innuendo, What she wants is lots of caulk. And to her, nothing's hotter than a wooden Shaker seat. She's in love with hardware, Not humanity.
3.
Tunicate 02:40
Ain’t got no passion, yeah I ain’t got no hate And for that I am a tunicate Ain't got no qualities, I ain't got no traits And for that, I am inanimate Living my life as I do, happily Totally cut off from society I have settled solitarily On my own, not in a colony All alone All alone I do my best work on my own All alone All alone I think my best thoughts off the phone Hear you me Hear you me It's just coincidence, you see. It's only a self-deprecating blow. And ev'ry weekend, I'm sitting here at home Far beneath the waves and crashing foam. Feeding on the dust that fills up the sea Sadly, it is all that I can see Haven't a body, no I haven't a bone Might as well be just a fleshy cone All I do is sleep and moan and shit And occasionally, I groan and sit I'm a cone I'm a cone A tunicate without a bone I'm a cone I'm a cone A polyp sitting in its home Hear you me Hear you me It's all irrelevant, you see. I only want for my name to be known. Without a brain or senses Practice my math and tenses No one digs me, I'm a pity No one digs me, please don't dig me up I'm just a sack of jelly It's easy to forget me Suburban, not a city Suburban, not a city
4.
I need an opiate to make me feel okay. When I'm distracted all the days just melt away. It's so much easier to think when you're asleep-- At least, it's easier to me. When you're inside a dream and nothing's really real, There is no reason to elucidate or feel. There is no reason to do anything at all, Not when your head's against the wall. Tune in to your TV: There's a proclamatory speech. Telling you you're free, From the mountains to the beach. Now you'll get sunscreen, To protect you from above. Music on the screen, From that singer that you love. Time to join a scene That you bought a ticket to. Too early to see If it's here or passing through. There are sleeping pills On the counter near the sink. You can eat your fill And then down it with a drink. Now you're in freefall Limbs are flailing, head is limp Now you've seen it all What a pleasant experience In the future, please Try to keep it in control Never stay alive Never never reach your goal
5.
Wake up Monday morning on the floor, And I don't even bother To look up at the time. It doesn't even matter anymore, And nor does any other Concern that would be mine. And who would I rather be? Anyone that isn't me, oh no. Oh oh oh oh! And who would I rather be? Anyone that isn't me, oh no. Oh oh oh oh! But first, a few words about myself - I'm wide-eyed and disheveled, I'm hopeful but unkempt. Mem'ries are stock that fills my shelf- Interactions on a level From which I am exempt.
6.
Wide Asleep 03:38
What's the point of staying up late When there's nothing to do When there's nothing to do? What's the point in saying your name When nobody cares When nobody cares? I'm wide asleep and fast awake for you. If only you could know that this is true. And we could run together happily, But all I want to do is make you see. I'd put my hat on jauntily askew, But only if you were the type to woo. Oh, conversation's not my cup of tea, So how how how how can I make you see, oh-oh. When you're around, I hear in stereo. My eyes are video, Recording every frame. When you're around, my sight is three-dimensional, It's unconvential, But who is there to blame? So is it me Or is it comical Or astronomical I'll fumble and we'll drown Oh is it me I'll never get that far Because I spend all my time Mumbling around

about

Also known as "Songs From Before I Broke My First Microphone."

Also known as "Juvenilia."

Seriously, though: these are the first songs I ever recorded. Quality widely varies, as does style; sometime I miss the try-whatever-I-want aesthetic that I employed in these songs, but it's probably all for the best that I finally settled on a sound. The 5th track is almost synthpop.

Anyway, some of these songs can be reeeeaaaaally annoying to listen to. Almost as annoying as reading a word with extra vowels. I like 'em all because of nostalgia, but some of this is just embarrassing. Still, in the name of full disclosure, I've kept them here. My favorite tracks are 3 and 6. The idea for the a cappella intro on 1 was ripped straight from Heavenly's "P.U.N.K. Girl" EP, I kid you not. I don't feel like writing anything about the other tracks.

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released August 11, 2010

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